I don't really have anyone else to talk to. Not anyone that isn't tired of hearing it. They've heard it many times and it brings them down a ltl. So I try to keep it to myself. It is the mood. You are right. I'm trying to remember that. It gets hard. My doc did give me something for sleep. Proper sleep I know helps. Better than sitting up feeling miserable tired and crying. Soon I get to go on a retreat I'm hoping that time will allow me to go through the slump without having the normal day to day worries. I don't always get that. Thanks for all the hugs and good thoughts. I hope things are going well for all of you too.