ive only jus joined so i m still feelin my way about, however it didnt take me long too find some very useful info relatin to my state of mind. the 1st thing i lookedf at was agerophobia ( i dont go out much im 22, sad eh) hang on im gonna start soundin very borin so ill cut to the chase that lead me onto social phobia blah blah blah and finally the severe depression ( i kinda like the severe bit otherwise it sounds lame to me anyway no offence plain old depression, sorry).
untilnow ive never really wanted to accept that i suffer with depression, i know its just a word but i didnt feel that it justified this ' 4 year existence of nothin '. bloody hell mmmm...yeah that somes it up alright.
sorry my mind has gone blank now so ill jusshow my appreciation =)

p.s. i would really appreciate some stimulatin therapy kinda questions cos the doc only seems to wanna give me medication ( surely aftyer 4 years he'd work out there aint a magic pill to this problem) thx again bye.