since i entered a day program i have been having odd and mildly disturbing dreams - i had a dream of my house being broken into, then went to a wedding where the man who broke into the house - his mother was there, the wedding party was all in red, kids where in red outfits (girls in dresses with white knee socks, boys in shorts with white knee socks) - other dreams have involved violence - with mortal wounds - shootings, stabbings, sometimes i am mortally wounded, sometimes just injured - sleep has been very fragmented and having trouble getting more than a few hours of sleep at a time