bam its part of being addicted to meth. Let me tell ya its not a way to live. I have a cousin who use to do meth. I know what happens cause i saw her go through it. She was nothing but skin and bones. Im sure u want to be fit but is it worth ur life? Meth kills. i aint gonna sugar coat it. But im serious. I saw my cousin in her worse state. She was a walking skeleton. Im worried about you. I seriously am. I dont want you to go through what she went through. Im sure that u heard this all before. But really think about it? do u want to be healthy and live a long life, or do u want to be dead in a year or two. There are no 50 year old meth addicts. Im not trying to be mean. Please understand. Im just worried about ya. But i cant tell u what to do. I can only tell that meth is the evil drug. If you want i can have u talk to my cousin online. She can tell u all she been through. If you need to talk PM me.