but at least I saw my pdoc for an emergency appt. today. He is adding Pristiq and upping the Seroquel. I hope beyond hope that this works at least for a little while. I am so tired of getting sick over and over again. I want all this to end. And I don't know how to make that happen. Right now honestly, certain decisions are still a possible reality in the future. But I am safe right now and who knows, maybe I'll go inpatient.