I have a rat too. Yeah, I understand so much... Animals don't try and go change who you are at all. They don't try to make you perfect, and they don't judge who you are as a person. They'll be there when you're sad and comfort you. All they ask in return? A little kindness.

Aah, I'm sorry for my depressing post. But I can only relate. I'm sorry for your loss.. I hope you start to feel better soon, really.