I know he's worried about me not staying faithful to him. He's told me that before, just because that's what happened with his ex. I'm a natural flirt and flirt with people and don't even realize it. (It's not always a wonderful thing.)

And the things I mentioned I did, I did them because I wanted to. But he hasn't done much of anything to show that he loves or appericates me. And when we first started dating he would come down and see me no matter what, now it seems tha I almost have to twist his arm to get him to come. I've even mentioned things that we can do togethers with our boys, but nope, he can find more important things. Or he wants me to be the one to do all the traveling to do something together (granted 1 hour isn't much of a trip, but when your car breaks down about every 2 months and you have very little income with gas prices what they are, it's a lot.)

I've had two family memebers tell me that I'm courting him, he's not courting me. (Through I'm still not sure what courting means.)

I just feel that I'm putting all this work into our relationship and he's not doing anything. So I guess from what's been said I am asking too much. I guess it is asking too much just to be happy. Oh well, guess we all can't have that story book ending.