Hi MadyJohannah I had responded to your post on the intro page on your reaction to the SSRI anti-d Celxa. Are you also on a mood stabilizer? For some people with bipolar a SSRI anti-d even with a mood stabilizer is a bad combo. I'm on an anti-d, but it's not a SSRI (I'm on wellbutrinXL)

It's natural to have some nerves about going back to school, but perhaps you would want to see a therapist (if you aren't already), and discuss your concerns. It may also help to do positive visualization. Good for you for going back to school!