I sometimes wonder whether it is possible simply to move on, put things behind me and start a completely new phase in my life. Do you think we are getting something out of holding on to our illnesses, traumatic memories and painful feelings? What would happen if we just let go? While it seems impossible, there is always the nagging question of what holds me back, why not just get rid of this baggage. Maybe I'm just lazy. Or take pleasure in suffering and cherish my past troubles. Maybe it's just easier to not let go. Does anyone ever feel like this?