So I have to nullify some of my remarks about us not really being an us. He said he considers us an us I told him about the good morning thing and this morning he did txt to me. I told him how I am feeling down and he is ok with that. I really have found someone special and it only took us 10 years to figure it out(that's how long we've known each other) I still want to cry and am blue and I'm trying not to read into every little thing. I definitely need luck on that. He made a post on fb and I took it to heart and made some comments (which I erased bcz really too personal to be on fb) he called and explained his comment and didn't mean for it to strike a nerve. I should be happy that he is so nice to me. When I go back up I know I will be very happy. Just have to get through my down phase and hope he can really handle it like he says