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Originally Posted by zooropa
SAWE, why do you say your T won't like your dream? To me it doesn't seem sad but hopeful. I'm sure it felt sad to you, since you describe it that way, .
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It makes me feel like an ingrate to T who is trying to help me and it's like I don'r receive her kindness, I can't feel it.
People on PC talk about how warm and connected they feel with their T and I respect her, I like her, she's so obviously a good person and she does so much for me, but I don't really feel what they feel.
I don't know if I even can. And if not with her, -
then I begin to doubt whether I will not ultimately fail.



So I go on - it's all I know to do.