My body feels kinda wierd...I'm really worried about my ex, who OD'd last night. She's in the hospital. Then I'm worried about what my bf is thinking about my concern for my ex. We're still friends. He didn't talk to me at all after I heard my ex was in the hospital. He didn't come to bed until about an hour or so after I did. This seems to be just dragging me down...my body feels like it has so much weight on my shoulders...feeling weak...you know the feeling...

Anyways, I don't want to feel this way...