Thanks for the responses.

I know what meth does to a person. Watched my sister go through it and my brother died a heroin addict. I know the meth isn't healthy for me and will eventually either kill me or make me a walking dead person. I don't want that. But at the same time I've tried everything to lose weight. Tried exercising daily, eating right, different diets, even diet pills. When I lost 5 pounds in one week from using meth, I seen that would be the easy way to lose the weight.

I do want to stop using, it's tearing my life apart. I just know I have to find something positive to take it's place before I quit using or I'll go back to using within a matter of weeks probably.