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Originally Posted by Rhiannonsmoon
OH ((((Marjan))))
I wasn't trying to hurt you I was concerned. And there was no inference that you are not educated at all. When I read this:
I was shocked and thought you had been told that it wasn't contagious. If I misinterpreted that I sincerely apologise.
When I was an RN I worked in a treatment clinic (outptients) for a while. There is treatment for this virus, and though it isn't the most comfortable treatment it works. It has an obvious presentation on both men and women (lesions). It's a very common thing and very easy to contract.
And don't feel shamed, it's not your fault that you have it. Am shocked that the doctor doesn't treat it though. You can have diathermy/(thesedays laser treatment is available) or Cryothermy. The Immune system can be boosted and things such as Olive Leaf Extract which is a natural anti-biotic, anti-viral and Immune System booster and there are homeopathic HPV specific treatments.
I honestly have only concern for you. If it hadn't been posted on I would never have responded. You don't need to suffer and there is NO shame. This is no different to having any other viral infection like the flu.
I swear there is only concern for you Marjan...
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Thanks for your warm words (((Rhiannonsmoon)))
I'm sure you didn't want to hurt me, but I think it was really bad timing when I read it.....I cried the whole day thinking that how horrible is my life now....I emailed my doctor and she assured me that all my tests have been negative and there is nothing to be worry about at this stage....I just had biopsy couple of months ago and thank god that was negative as well....there is no cell changes....They have just detected the virus in my DNA....she wrote me that there is no tests for guys and there is no evidence of harm to guys.....I've gone to so many different doctors since I found out I have the virus, even I went doctor in different countries and all of them told me the same thing.....go home and live your life, there is nothing......the virus can change the cells to cancer but the changes will be extremely slow....that's why they need to do more screening.....when they find out the changes on the cell, then they will freeze them....
Guys are just carrying the virus over and the virus doesn't do anything to them....there are around 130 different types of HPV, yes for some of them there is treatment because it's a lesion, but my case is totally different, there is nothing, it's just being detected that I am hosting the virus!
I have done so much research about it....but still I'm afraid of having sexual partner and that because of this....It's so much pressure on me to say such a thing in a relationship.....that's why I want to make sure if the guy is the one then I will tell him before doing anything....
You are my favorite poster here....and I do appreciate your replies....just sometimes we are more vulnerable and words can be harmful....
I had so much anxiety past few days and I know why is that, because I like Brandon and I'm afraid to get closer to him.....He hasn't contacted me since Wednesday and I think "okay, probably this is good, probably he doesn't want me, then there is no pressure to think about having the next step"....I have no idea what my life will be....I just want to live one day at a time.....and I try my best to do that.....I try my best to forget all about past.....and not be obsess about future....
thanks again and don't worry, it's not you, it's me being sensitive most of my life....
with love
Marjan