You are all lucky, if you've found someone who doesn't set off your bipolarity like a bomb.
I'm still grieving after the loss of my girlfriend, after 7 months. However, my heart is placying tricks on me, because she had a way of picking and berating me that would set me off like a cannon.
So I should be happy to be rid of her, right? Not at all. I am scared to death that I'll be alone forever, because who else will put up with me?
Even medicated, that woman could set me off. How discouraging that my bipolarity showed through every time. I'm so sad.
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