I appreciate everyone encouragement and support...I wish I could take computer geek's advice... But unfornatly, the friends I did have weren't really friends. I lost contact with them shortly after I was release. The only person I talk to now really is my boyfriend who lives with me. He the only one who doesn't understand that seem to not give up on me. But he doesn't comprehend things as well since he has his own disorder. I hope while I am here I will find someone near my area to make more friends since I live right on the Arkansas and Texas boarder.

Any ways I started that new job today, it was nerve racking. Still having trouble talking to people.. Days like them make wish I was 6 years old again when the only worrie I had was if it was going to rain or not so I could go outside and play...