In ways I'm not. I know it just in my head but I still feel so uncomfortable around strangers. The majority of people have some kind of "security blanket"... I on the other hand have a unhealthy habit that is my, which is my boyfriend. He the only one who never ask about what happen, he had heard but did not ask... It very unhealthy for me to depend on him like that.
Making friends had always been so hard for me, here it so easie because no one can see me. I can hide behinde this computer screen, but in real like I choke up, I'm not who I really am. It like living double lives.