Not sure where to put this, here or health support.

Everything hurts...taking parasite meds...couldn't sleep last night...ambien did nothing, i was wired...spent the day curled up on the couch w/ comforter. Almost threw up dinner last night. I am overwhelmed and scared. This is embarassing -

I only weighed 98 ilbs before I went to court and ended up with mental health issues...I am afraid no one is going to be able to help me.

I asked my parents if they would take me to a hospital to help me if I can't get better...I don't know why everything hurts. Hospital - for the medical problems - in NYC or somewhere. They said ok. I am afraid I won't be able to take care of myself if this doesn't go away.

I have stuff running through my head - what if I can't eat? I can barely function right now. My arms are killing me. I was sick 3 years ago and afraid I was going to die - I turned grey.