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I drank again today. I feel horrible, very depressed. I see no light at the end of the tunnel. I am so scared I can hardly stand it. I am having urges and so far have kept them at bay. I DON'T want to go inpatient. I might have to, but I really don't want to. I need a job for money and for my relationship. I feel awful. I wish I felt nothing at all.
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Lauru-------------That's me, Bipolar and Watching TV 
I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I—
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.
---Robert Frost
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