I'm scared, really very scared I don't know what to do and I dont know where to go with this and I am floored. Something happened and I don't know how. I don't remember it and I don't know how it happened. If it weren't for sunsetsunrise I wouldnt even know about it now. I feel sick and i feel like I'm losing control.. I'll be honest that at the moment I am having a hard time keeping tears from falling and I don't know whether it's because of fear or embarrassment. I feel a fool, I feel embarrassed I feel lost, I don't know what to do. I see the doctor on thursday but what if it happens again before then?

The voices were a cacophony at a crescendo, I was holding my head then they stopped it was so quiet and I remember nothing else except a slight headache I thought I had fainted. and a message window open reading something that made no sense Please help me please. The reason I post here is because it doesnt fit in anywhere else