wow I seriously think you should write a novel.....I know we would read it. But you are only 28? Your life is just priming up....wait a few years...but start the book now, for your kids' future. I am really impressed with your ability to rationalize and deal with your situations head on... go for it. You remind me of the book "Feel the fear, and do it anyway" pushin forward through the obsticles of life. I am proud to call you a friend. And We wish you the best of luck.