I also have no wisdom... but you do, you have the wisdom and experience hard won over your years of suffering. I wish I could give you something to ease the pain but all I can think of seems insignificant, I feel stupid saying, but I will...
... you are loved and appreciated in anonymity by the people on this forum...
... even a "normal" person facing eviction, finding a new place to live in the current rental climate and with financial pressures, would be struggling with life, don't lay it all on your illness...
I don't think any of this can help, but I and hoping and praying that your situation improves and your mood along with it...