I walk talk, cry, sing (very badly), in my sleep. I do housework, go outside, I fight; I have a complete other life, well more than one actually and do some bizarre things talking in foreign languages, understanding foreign languages (which someone explained to me once something to do with learning or being around someone who spoke that language when I was young).
I don't remember any of this at all, when my head touches the pillow now I am totally out like a light because I suffered so badly with insomnia and it took so long to get into a sleep pattern and even now there are nights I have to take meds for it but my behaviour is no different; except there are nights I don't move a muscle or make a noise which are few and far between.
But when I get up I feel as if I've run a marathon and I'm so tired but there is nothing I can do unless I get up the courage to leave the house and go to a sleep clinic which I'd love to do so that it could be stopped and me allowed to have peaceful nights sleep and for my partner nights that he can sleep without being worried where I will end up. He sleeps 'til the afternoon once I am up and out of bed...poor darling...
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Peace, the deep imperturbable peace is right there within you, quieten the mind and slow the heart and breathe...breathe in the perfume of the peace rose and allow it to spread throughout your mind body and senses...it can only benefit you and those you care about...I care about you
Last edited by Rhiannonsmoon; Aug 08, 2010 at 01:01 AM.
Reason: took some of my anxious wording out
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