Thank you everyone who has given me an answer. They have all been very helpful. You've all even made ME think about the question that I asked!!! It's not necessarily that I think I have other personalities, as in DID, but because of all the abuse, I learned to cope by lots of OCD mechanisms, and was basicallt told who I was. Selfish, stupid, slut, never going to amount to anything etc. So my inner feeling conflict with what I was told and also with whatpeople tell me now - which are good, but the bad is easier to belive. It is like feeling lost in the middle of an open field just wondering around with nothing in sight but the land.......which way do I go?