Still can't do things right. There was a recipe contest that my housemate had entered for a kitchen makeover of which I was to do the submitting and I forgot to put down an ingredient in the list of ingredients, but the ingredient and measurement was mentioned in the directions. Probably won't win because I messed up, as usual. When I was manic I felt on top of my game (at least I thought I was). Now I can't remember crap and I'm not focused. These are the times I want to lower my meds, but I would just have to get past the withdrawal symptoms of insomnia. Easier said than done.

Have you ever wanted to run away from yourself?