Ok. So is it really so *wrong* that I'm feeling homicidal? No ****. There's this ONE person, in an apt. complex of 30 units. This hag (because I won't call her a lady, and certainly don't want to insult anyone in the animal kingdom...) who yells 24/7. At the grandkids. WHO AREN'T DOING ANYTHING!!! Not only is she majorly triggering, she's just... unbelievable in her annoyance factor! She never ever just STFU!!! It's everything I can do not to go over there and hurt her. BADLY. I want for the kids to run away. They'd be better off! OMG, how I hate this hag. And this from someone who prefers to get along with everyone insofar as it is possible. BF actually yelled out the other day, and he's totally mellow. Frankly, I'm ready to kill her. He suggested we should probably call family services. The kids are always crying, she's always yelling and screaming. I can't take it anymore.
I'd like to think that I cut slack, knowing how sometimes our actions don't reflect what we'd wish of ourselves. I know. I've struggled badly in this way. But this? This is something else altogether.
That's how I'm feeling right now. Frustrated as all get out at this ongoing situation...
Any advice?