Hello ((((tryingtobeme))))

I struggled very badly with abandonment I realised that there was nothing I could do about it and that I was not going to spend the rest of my life worrying about anyone leaving me. If they did they did, I don't know who coined this phrase but it helped me

Don't worry about those who didn't make it from your past to your future
There is always a very good reason they didn't, and it is always to your benefit

I don't know that this will help you in any way ttbm, but it helped me because it put things into perspective.

I really hope you are able to work through these awful feelings of abandonment and make it to a very comfortable place, living one day at a time, but planning for your happiest hopes and dreams to come true,

Rhiannon