I went to my appointment this afternoon. I was there till 5pm an hour and a half. Doctor seemed nice, kind of a nut, had ice hockey pictures hanging up in the exam room. Was different. But had the nurse practitioner do most of my paperwork with me. And I just explained I couldn't be awake for the exam because I have PTSD and left it at that. She said she would make sure that they would have me completely out because of the PTSD and the anxiety the exam will cause. I didn't feel like going into this long thing trying to tell them about the DID, and not to people I meet 5 seconds ago. But she seemed to really understand my fears and was OK with it. They were all nice. After the doctor talked to me he had me meet with another nurse to set up my exam and give me all the information I needed and the 4 prescriptions for the prep stuff. EKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK
My exam isn't until Nov. 14th and I have to be at the hospital at 6am. I'm not a morning person and the really bad thing is that the hospital is 20 miles away too. So we are going to have to leave really early in the morning. They say to plan on being there at least 4 hours if not more. H was upset when I told him and said what am I suppose to do for 4 hours? Said I don't know I'll be asleep most of the time. Being hungry and sleepy = grumpy Monty
hum hum that's my long day. I have a headache so I'm going to sleep. Night