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Originally Posted by zooropa
ok, so I just got a call from a blocked #, and all I could think was that it was T calling to cancel me for tomorrow. I was kind of  which tells me that I really DON'T want to miss tomorrow's session, I'm just scared. It was a kind of good insight into my true feelings, because I was REALLY relieved when it wasn't T. 
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I wonder if this ties into your realization that you need to feel more in control of therapy? Because if YOU cancel, you are in control. YOU decided that there's no session! But if SHE cancels...not so much. Just a thought
And I hear you about pushing so hard in therapy. I did that too, and it was really hard for me to unlearn that. I think I always had this feeling that T might disappear, so I'd better get the story out, and quick.
Remember to let yourself breathe