Bama,
Petunia, said exactly what I was going to say to you, well, not the same words, but the same meaning.
Please don't give up on yourself, I have faith you will be able to get through this, give the program a chance again. Don't let the group leader intimidate you to the point you feel you want to give up on going. Maybe there is another group you can get in with? Maybe the group leader(s) may be to your liking? I do not know what is available where you are so disregard my asking, I'm just thinking on other options, due to some areas having more than others.
PLEASE, take care and know you have people that care about you.
Sincerely,
DE

(((((((((((( Bama )))))))))))))

((((((((((((( Petunia )))))))))))))))))

(((((((((((( everyone here too! ))))))))))))))))))