((((DLHsSystem))))

Thank you for posting. I for so long was on medications and nothing was getting better. Some within did not think they needed the medication and would not take it. Some would hide it from me and I thought I was taking it until I found it. Although I do take something for anxiety as it is really high especially when memories come and things get going, and it does help.

My Pdoc and I together decided that taking medication did not work. We all do better not taking it. For us we did not know who needed or did not need what. I do not know if I am making any sense. Sometimes I feel very depressed but others within do not feel it. There are times that they can feel something others do not feel. It is hard to explain but not taking it on a constant level was not good or helpful.

For myself I do not want to feel out of it. I need and want to be able to work through and feel what I need to feel so we can work through this. That drugged feeling so many times triggered and made things worse for us. I think that it is something that each person needs to talk with their doc about and to keep them informed as to how you are feeling so together you can make that decision.

Thank you for sharing and know that you are not alone in wondering what is best. For a long time I questioned and asked. For now this is the best for myself and all within. The most important thing is to talk with your doc about it and be open with how you feel. Sending gentle hugs and loving thoughts. Always.

dps