i wish i was workin or studyin somethin that i enjoy, i suppose the closest thing ive done in way of study in this stage of my mental trip is tai chi and it bloody works a treat for anxiety, after a class i would hold my head up high and stride down the street like a normal person. but becuase its run run by an adult education centre the next term was fully booked so i couldnt continue it. earlier in my illness i did a creative writin course, i completed most of it (all the sections that appealed to my creativity) then i realised i didnt have the patience to be a professional writer......right i need a bottom line ummmmmmmm......sorry my minds gone blank now lol