Dear, when stuff like this happens, the reality is he may love you, he may not. I know you have problems and probably want to stay with him. But from now on even if he changes his mind, it would be an insecure relationship because of this happening, because it could happen again. Whether you stay with him or not I would look for some help if you can't work and a job if you can. It would help the relationship. It is not easy especially being bipolar. But nowdays you either got to get help from the govt. or some other group or work. Depending upon another person you're living with is shaky at best. Even if you're married. I have had the rug pulled out from under me when I was married. I believe in love and committment and family and all those things. But I know when the chips are down I better take care of me cause nobody human will. I do believe God will help me. In God I trust. All others I wonder about.
I wish you all the best. Hugs, Owl.