I don't know what this is but it affects me so deeply

Everything, sight, sound, smell, touch, words, emails, objects, all day long remind me of the past

I am terrified and obsessed with the fear of aging and dying and all day long I get these memories of the past and long to be back there

It is set off by anything

and not bad memories, good ones, just reminding me that time is passing by

anyone else get this?