i hear ya. i finally went to my general doc and we made up a quit plan together. i use chantix and commit lozenges- makes no sense for the 2 together i know but i took chantix a year and a half before i finally quit. i am an intense addict 2 smoked for 26 years two packs a day in the end. i gotta hand it to you trying cold turkey ....i tried that once and went into a dark depression but we are all different. i wish you the best.