I typed out a big long answer and it seemed stupid and preachy.
I quit in Jan after smoking for about 6 years (5-10 a day). Mostly I wanted to prove to myself I could do it. That was it. Also, I didn't finish the pack I had... like left 5-6 so "if I needed/wanted them, they were there". Somehow knowing that if I really wanted to go out and smoke I could, but that I wasn't because I had the self-control, was really the ticket for me.
I was ready to quit though. Maybe you aren't ready yet?
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"School is shortened, discipline relaxed, philosophies, histories, languages dropped, English and spelling gradually gradually neglected, finally almost completely ignored. Life is immediate, the job counts, pleasure lies all about after work. Why learn anything save pressing buttons, pulling switches, fitting nuts and bolts?" Bradbury, Ray Fahrenheit 451 p 55-56
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