Today I am feeling my homelessness. Stayed with my mom for the weekend now I have to find somewhere else to be. Went back to my friends where I was staying but since I've been gone all weekend nobody cleaned a thing and the house reeks of dog ****. I was already feeling unwelcome there so I decided I'd rather sleep in my car. This older gentleman I know has offered to let me crash in his spare bedroom, thats triggering a lot of anxiety issues I have about past traumas but I need a place to be so I suppose here I am.

I am also very depressed and concerned/scared about whats going to happen in my life now. Feelin like Im at the end of my rope just waiting for the noose to tighten.

I am sad to hear everyones plight on here and apologize I have no advice to give out but know you guys are in my heart and I'm sending positive thoughts your way as best I can.