I know that not all of you will be supportive of me (in fact, I'm sure many of you will not), but I have a secret and it's killing me.

I stopped taking most of my medications 2 weeks ago, but I can't tell anyone in real life. My mother, who I generally tell EVERYTHING, would flip out and read me the riot act. I can't tell my friends because it would get back to my mother. I can't tell my coworkers because they don't know my diagnosis, and also because if I did spill the beans, it would get back to my bosses (who DO know) that I'm not being compliant with my treatment... and I would be in danger of losing my career over it.

I'm going through mood changes (mostly for the better) and withdrawals and such, and I can't confide in ANYONE.

Well, that's not entirely true. My psychologist knows, and he's on board, but I only see him once a week, which isn't much help day-to-day.

I just don't know where to turn to get this off of my chest. I'm not used to keeping ANY secrets from people, so this secrecy is killing me. I don't have anyone to talk to, and that's really hard for me.

Perhaps I can find some virtual friends here to help me through... please?