Hi everybody,
It's about masturbation, I'll say that right now in case that makes anyone uncomfortable. I just feel really guilty about doing it. When I do, all I can think about is my mother and what would happen if she knew. I feel like she knows somehow. I've been doing it since I was 12, and I'm 16 now. I know it's not something to be ashamed of, but I just can't get comfortable with doing it and talking about it. My parents and I were never very open when I was younger and we still aren't. When I was 10 and started my period I asked my mom not to tell dad. I'm very interested in sex as a lot of teenagers are, I just am not comfortable discussing it with other people. And about my thing with masturbation, that I don't know who to talk about to. Certainly not my parents, and not T either because that's just weird That's why I really like this forum even though I'm only now looking at it for the first time - everything is so open and safe to talk about. Thanks for any help, I really appreciate it. x