after 5 years of meds i'm feeling a little over it. i'm getting down again (heh, med poop out) but i'm reluctant to go back on them. i'm kind of keen to see whether i can be 'strong' and just go it alone this time around. i can always change my mind later if it doesn't work out well.

will keep seeing austin-t (i think) but i'm tired of my half-decade of meds foray. in truth, it's got me to where i am so i'm not denigrating it at all. just wondering if i'm strong enough to take off the training wheels yet.

keen for other's input, if anyone else has been here before.