Glad to have you here rudy. Sometimes there is no scapegoat where these problems are concerned. We just are the way we are. You said that you have been to 3 psychiatrists. Have you been in therapy? Sometimes meds just aren't enough. Sometimes there are things deep-seated in us that intensify the chemical imbalances that make us feel the way we do. If you're not in talk therapy, I'd recommend it. I hope that your days will be a little brighter now that you have found us. Please take care of yourself and check in when you can. Good luck.

Ry