Hello juju,
Manhood comes later in life... I know you are hurt, I responded to your other post. There are going to be a number of other loves in your life; the important thing is to understand relationships so that you are not damaged into becoming a needy guy
Needy guys are avoided by most girls, unless the girls are needy too in that case the situation feeds on itself.
You don't need the type of girl either who is going to swap and change from one boy to another in rapid succession, that will only compound insecurity and confuse you more.
And as Perna said forget the smoling and drinking, that destroys relationships it doesn't build them; if you want some relief from confusion and anger try some meditation and breathing techniques,
Take care,
Rhiannon
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