Sunday lunch time I had an accident, seems like the car is a write off. I'm ok barring a few scratches. Just don't know how to digest the emotions - I cannot even articulate them.
We were on a straight road, with this guy driving towards me. He then wanted to turn 90 degrees, and had to cross in front of me. He says he saw me, but is not quite sure why he still drove..!! WTF.
Now the car is being assessed and probably a write off, and I'm already sorting out a new car. I get a hire car from 2moro.
The Lamictin has done its job and I really haven't spun out. Took Clonazepam to help me sleep and not keep going through the thoughts. But I do have flashbacks and keep wondering how I could have avoided it - I know I was in the right though.
So, does this qualify as PTSD??
I got home after the accident, had a glass of wine (For the nerves), and then had to got to sleep
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"I'd rather attempt to do something great and fail than to attempt to do nothing and succeed. Robert H. Schuller"
Current dx: Bipolar Disorder Unspecified
Current Meds: Epitec (Lamotrigine) 300mg, Solian 50mg, Seroquel 25mg PRN, Metformin 500mg, Klonopin prn
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