My dad always goes berserk every time I mess up. He yells and says that I'm stupid, don't deserve to go to college, and that I'm eve and will probably die because of my stupidity. I know that I've messed up about loosing important papers, forgetting assignment in high school, etc. but he doesn't have to act like I'm a baby and ridicule everyhing I do. To make matters worse, I'm disabled and can't walk and he's the one that helps me do things like going to the bathroom. I love him so much that his words hurt deeply and make me feel like I shouldn't exist. I can't leave him as I'm dependent on his help but he scares me when het gets this angry. Don't most peoplemake mistakes like mine once in a while? So why does it make me a horrible person when I already know I screwed up?