Thanx planning

I just can't do this anymore, its like people go out of their way to make things more difficult than they are. And as for my ex, its just not fair

I hate that his family love me so much but then it makes me feel loved which is a good thing too, but then it would be so much easier if I cut all contact ARGH i just dont know.

But then I think that in a year or so I will have forgotten how I feel now and it'll be ok again but I dunno if it will as long as his family don't leave me alone. Maybe I don't want them to leave me alone. See I just dont know, im so munted !

You only have ONE chance to make a first impression, Kia Kaha