it's after 9 and off to the shower--maybe it will help. feeling really down and defeated. had a "tiff" with H last night and it reminded me how i often feel not listened to. how in order to keep things *happy* i just let things go his way and not even try. oh well, put on the smile and keep going. not worth it. i don't matter anyway, i'm just a fractured pile of pieces...
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