I agree with the first post. Because you're disabled there are many services that you can apply for that can help you be more independent financially and medically. I'm from Cali and I am also disabled and I was able to be approved for many different thing so the help is out there. You're in school so talk to a counselor and they can tell you many different services out there. You may feel very alone and confused why would your father treat you this way but be strong and believe that your life can be full of great things without your father. Don't believe what your father tells you. You're very strong to be able to come to our message board to reach out for help. Keep in contact with us and many of us will help me get through this tough time.