Lauru I know things are difficult right now and there is not much to hang onto, but just keep up taking it one day at a time. Hopefully your T will be able to help you out. I'm sorry you are still so depressed.

Denise26 It looks like you have a big decision in front of you. I can understand your dilema worrying about SSDI and moving to another state. You have already come so far. I'm hoping for your sake it will come through for you this week and that is one less thing you would have to worry about.

MaddyJohannah I'm sorry to hear you are having a not so good day. I hope tomorrow is better for you.

I'm still hanging in there. Life hasn't beaten me yet, but it fights a tough battle. I keep trying to make myself do the things that need to be done, but I just end up sitting on the couch and do nothing. I am so tired of feeling this way. All I want to do is be in a semi normal state of mind. One in which I don't have to look at all things I haven't accomplished and feel guilty that I'm not getting them done. I so feel like the bipolar commercial where the people are blending into the background. I feel like a bad mom, because I don't feel up to doing things with my children. They deserve so much more then I can give. I just don't know how to bring myself out of this funk. Wishing for better days ahead.