Dont be embarrassed Evening. I wish till this day that I would have never done it. [ And yes, abuse makes it alot harder ]The fact is, its more special when your first time is with someone you love. Thats why alot of people wait till married, its just not all about the bible sometimes. When your ready, you will know.
And I know what you mean, My friends used to make fun of me when I was a virgin, saying I was scared, Lesbo, Heartless, try not to let it get to you. Being a virgin is a wonderful thing, dont let anyone tell you otherwise.
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I can feel you all around me Thickening the air i'm breathing Holding on to what i'm feeling Savoring this heart thats healing
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