I do believe blaming others for how you are feeling is going to get you nowhere!!

I would encourage you to be open to accepting the fact you have an illness and look for the help you need.

I have been at this for 2 years with limited success, but I don't blame the Dr.s or the system, or my family, I blame the fact I have what they call treatment resistent depression!

I have read stories where it can take a long time to find the solution, so I am hanging on to that hope!

Keep asking questions, and you will start to get the answers you need.